FaeMarz

Still waiting on my tablet to be shipped... - _ - Different Subject: I really find  funny is that some people think that feelings can be changed by will.  Sorry to disappoint you all.... it doesn't. I was reading a little random... poster that states this " YOU CAN'T CHANGE GAY... but you can change your mind."  I find that really... well moronic.  Being gay is a feeling right?  An emotion and a attraction right?  So is a dislike... I don't agree with it, not because I want to, its sadly in a word "revolting" though I wonder if it cause to incidents that occurred in childhood and to my younger siblings, but I get it... love is love.  But y

I am slowly going insane here..... the last three weeks of the quarter and everything is not falling into their a signed places. I hope get my new tablet soon, cause I need to let out some steam soo soo soo soooooo BAD!!! Weird thing, last night I had three dreams, one was gory and well gory... I think it would be called a nightmare.  How nuts am I to dream some of that stuff up, oh my GOD!  I hate that sort of stuff yet I dreamed it so well.  Ew ew ew.... well the second dream was.... I forgot.  But the third was aweeeeesssssoooommme, it gave me ideas.  I call it Demon Sol!!!  I even dreamed a name for that one.... why can't I have a imagi